i might be a perfectionist!

Date Written: November 16, 2008.

My brother calls me a perfectionist and I call it just making everything the way it's supposed to be. He was talking about my new website layout, which I added today. While I was coding it, I kept changing the positioning by a pixel, until it was exactly the way I wanted it. I like everything to be just right, perfect as some would call it. I can't help it. So, anyways, I didn't update as much as I wanted to over the weekend, but that is because I had a ton of homework to do also, and I still do have homework left to finish and it is nine o'clock at night on Sunday, so I better get my butt moving. I had to read 50 pages of a book for english, finish two worksheets with it, finish my math homework, and chemistry homework. Fun, fun. I am currently watched Desperate Housewives and then I'm going to watch Brothers and Sisters and then I am going to try and fall asleep. I have review all this week, and then the week have that I have finals. So don't be surprised if you don't see a lot of updates in the next couple of weeks, but I will try, trust me.

am i crazy, still miss you baby.

Date Written: October 26, 2008.

Where does love go? I don't know. I am listening to Miley Cyrus' song Bottom of The Ocean and I really like it. I'm sick of hating people when I don't even know them. I'm sick of hating people just because I read stupid stuff about them on gossip sites. It is getting old. I don't agree with everything she does or says, but some of her music is good and the lyrics are good and they remind me of someone i used to like. Well, I guess I sort of still like them, but whatever. The weekend is almost over and I don't want to go back to school, but who really does?! Lol. I did all my homework this morning, so I wouldn't have to worry about it later, but I couldn't finish all of my chemistry homework because I didn't know the answers, so oh well. It is getting closer to Halloween. I'm not doing anything like going trick or treating or passing out candy, so it is going to be like any other day. This song is kind of making me bummed, and thinking about old memories. I like songs that do that, but at the same time I don't like them. Thinking of old stuff is kind of sad. It's like looking at old pictures.

I wouldn't mind having more affiliates, but ones that read and meet the rules. You must get 500+ unique hits and you must have extreme tracking. All the recent people that have applied, have not read the rules and it is getting annoying. I re-did my MySpace page today and I kind of like it, but I will probably change it again in a few days, like I always do. I miss the show Big Brother. It's usually only on in the Summer, but this year it was on in the Winter too, so who knows. It's a good show though, they have it in the U.K. too. Well, I have listened to that Miley Cyrus song a few times now and I think I'm done writing, so bye!

the cw makes the world go round!

Date Written: October 20, 2008.

I am watching Gossip Girl right now, so that explains the title. I missed the first 3 minutes of it because I was in the shower, but thats ok I think I got caught up, lol. After this I'm going to watch One Tree Hill and then The Hills. Monday night is my show night. All my shows are on Monday nights. It kinda sucks, cus then the rest of the week I have no other shows on. Sundays I watch Desperate Housewives and Brothers and Sisters, which are both good shows. My current goal is to find a way to get my website advertised or mentioned on The Hills. Lmao, I know it is a crazy goal, but you never know. I need a way to contact Lauren, Lo, Whitney, or Audrina and then beg them to at least say my site name on one of their shows and then everyone would go to my website! Ha, fat chance of that, but one can dream.

Tomorrow I have a half day at school and I am pretty happy about that. It is our first half day since the school year started. Half days still go by slow, but it's a little better than a full day and I get to come home and watch Days of Our Lives with my mom and eat a good lunch instead of a crappy one from the school cafeteria. As you may have noticed, yesterday I added a new website layout to the site and I kind of like it. I like the polaroids and everything, but I think I could do better. A couple days before Halloween I will put my Halloween website layouts back up and then November 1st I will put an old layout back up or a new one. I really don't know what else to say and my show is back from commercial, so bye!